I'm far from perfect in every way and avoid cameras and often people because of my own insecurities and I have a lot of hurts and grudges and issues I'm dealing with and I have teenagers and kids with health issues and schoolwork and deadlines constantly looming and judgmental people all around and not very many friends I really count on and the ones that I do are mostly online so I often wonder how pathetic and odd that makes me and I don't keep my house clean or smile at very many people and I don't volunteer at the school and I even duck out of parent-teacher conferences (unless I know there's an issue) and money is so tight and I have no love life whatsoever.
But...
I am still happy.
Deep breathes.....everything but keeping my house clean, that I do, its a must and volunterring at school..... School for children with limitations there's no need too.
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